I just want to scream! Sometimes I feel like I just can't take it anymore... I'm starting to understand how people just pack up and drive away, or fly away and disappear in another country. If it weren't for my boys, that would be me. I'm so very tired of feeling like screaming through the streaming tears that are unshed. I want very little in life really. Is there anyone else out there who just wants someone who is happy to be with you?? I just want to wake up excited that today is another chance to show this person how much I enjoy them and have the anticipation that he is going to do something special again today to show me he enjoys me. God, is that even out there? Is it possible?